I Don't know what i need..

When you sit down & realize that , everything around you , from your friends too the school you go to .. You feel like your missing something ? something so vitle but you cannot pinpoint what this person or iteam is ? For the past 3-5 years ive been wondering what that void is & im constantly trying,i persue everyday too try too constantly find whats missing , When friends ask what would you do with a $1,000,00 .. My Response: .............. can a $1,000,000 dollars find what i need? Love ? Compassion ? Honesty ? Loyalty ? Respect ? Satisfaction ??