im not good with names ..

Sitting in Tutoring & cannot pinpoint my emotions , seems like the commotion is drawing me in , but i feel like an alone sailor in the ocean , with no sence of direction .. Where do i go from here ? if their is no destitionation where was the beginning of my journey ? how did i start this trip ? if theirs a dream of destiney then why is it leading me here ? is this adversity that i must overcome ? or a invisable cloak of karma ? i wish my grades where above 80's , but i must repay